Take a breath for a second
God, I'm feeling lightheaded, In this moment I've got
Double vision
I'm huffing in nothing but sick superstition
Got ghosts inside me free-loading
This trouble isn't subtle, it's laying siege on me
'Till I let my walls crumble
It's more work than it's worth not to fall apart
Like you're made of dead rot and rubble
Maybe I've got nothing good to say
Maybe I ain't so profound
I can't control the way my body shakes
When there's no way to calm down
I can't handle
All the ways that time deceives me
I'll just lay here
I'll wait to reset, wait to reset
There's no evil
In the motives that I cling to
And yet I feel so regretful
I want to change that, want to change that
In my chest I feel pressure yet deflated, oh, how
Do I measure the weight of indecision?
And what ways do I shake the mistakes
Causing this shame that I cannot live in?
In the nights I often find myself picking fights
With opponents that I should not challenge
But what fun can be had when the love is held back
To protect myself from the sadness?
And maybe I just need air
To quench thirst and take care, think slower
But that train of thought feeds off the sickness
Wakes me in the morning
Holds me to the illness
I give in to
Moving tracks and rearview mirrors
Exit ramps but I don't want to
Walk alone, I can't walk alone, it's
Far too simple
My solutions cause more damage
I can't trust this
Poor intuition
Indecision