(Verse 1)
My love affair with a white girl blinded by smoke screens
Heart of a hustla, the mind of a coke fiend
Trynna keep my nose clean, rhyme with my whole team
Trynna blow steam, every line is a broke dream
Evil disease, I need a release
Little do I know, I'm just feedin' a beast
Another moment passed by, another demon unleashed
As it ain't easy to breathe when you meetin' defeat
Tangle trapped inside the satan's lasso
Cocaine's a hassle, the drug got my brain in shackles
If the pyramid collapse.. you can blame the pharaon
Take aim on tackling, the animals with flamin' arrows
Mappin' out my dynasty, I fell out my family tree
They slipped in to crack, so society.. now I tryna see your money stack as our eyes meet, supportin' my habit
Another cold fact entirely
(Verse 2)
I sit back and watch night turnin' to day, the closer I get, seems it move further away
If I just could could move a foot further, go a little deeper, progress and push harder
I could make it to the next plateau, but all that blow got me kickin' old rap flows
When lose a draw, I'm at finish the same, until that time, I'm kickin' it with citizen cane
I done came up, motherfuckers sayin' I'm changed, blame it to fame, the money I'm just playin' the game
My whole life build on dedication and pain, once you get it then you got it.. son, I'm makin' it rain
Crazy insaine.. homie, I ain't straight in the brain, walked through hell with gasoline, troll layin' in flames
I ain't rap too tight, movin' fast through life
I ain't slept, showered and shaved through past two nights
(Verse 3)
Cocaine rap, I blow brain back for stacks, Kurt Cobain strap, the whole gangs wack in fact
Ready to squeeze, tell me is there a heaven for G and deadly MCs?
Suicidal, better believe.. high as could be, runnin' with these liars and thieves, if I'm rich before I'm gone and I'm dyin' reliefed
Tryin' to leave somethin' for my wife and my sis, to tired to breathe, guess it's just the life that I live
Throw a gun show, just to shot up feds, see me ridin' in white hood like klu klux klan, ready to die
I don't give two fucks, man.. I know I'm livin' in hell because I grew up damned
Phantom fathers gave birth to a fallen nation, they've lost soul, cursed in search for a salvation
Patiently waitin' for Satan's to better come
I'm forever young and the poems work is never done.. never done..