[Verse 1]
Introduction to the wildlife, living in my dreams at night
Go back to sleep, roaches crawl into my mouth
9 Years old, not a day went by
I wake up, I throw up the bile
Carry me, I slept on the toilet seat
[Bridge]
What the fuck was wrong with me?
I made up so many stories
To explain the horrible feelings nobody believed in
[Pre-Chorus]
Pain's no stranger
[Chorus]
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
[Post-Chorus]
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside mе
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helpеd me
[Verse 2]
My parents failed to know
This problem was eventually solved all on its own
Didn't seem so bad at the time
I was just a child, I couldn't have known
[Chorus]
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
[Post-Chorus]
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside me
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helped me
(Hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, lonely)
[Bridge]
All my confidence just rattles and shakes
Like my arms and legs and even my lips when I'm awake
I can't fight this all on my own
I was sick and nobody helped me
I was sick and nobody helped me
I was sick and nobody helped me
I was sick and nobody…
[Breakdown]
My independence stems from you not giving a fuck
Hold me
[Chorus]
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
[Post-Chorus]
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside me
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helped me
[Outro]
I was sick and nobody helped me
You never, never helped me