I’m numb enough not to feel this pain
Lost and alone I’m bleeding
All on the floor it’s freeing
I can’t comprehend this feeling
With no-one left to hold I’m falling
Now watch as I struggle to see clear
I’m not all you said I was
So I’ll take another year
To build my name up
Pouring up another drink and I hope that it kills the ache
Dark enough to feel deranged
I’m numb enough not to feel this pain
I was too much for my mother to hold
Seeing her breakdown caused me to fold
Now just watch, as I struggle to stay clear
But we both know
That I’m not who I used to be
Pouring up another drink and I hope that it kills the ache
Dark enough to feel deranged
I’m numb enough not to feel this pain