It’s crazy to me how you seen my potential , but you hated that shit, threw shots so subliminal. Thought it was easy to fuck with my mental ? Mama , I love you, that’s facts, on mee, but why you try so hard not to be my homie ? I’m yo daughter, yo one & only & hopefully one day you really try to get to know me. I remember mama when you said to me ,”don’t you ever let anybody belittle you Brea”, but it was easy for you to call me bitches & hoes & you ain’t ever used to ask me “what’s going on?” , or “how was your day?” , or “baby how are you feeling?”. Never “can I have a hug?”, “you need some help with the dishеs?”. It was “do this , do that” , like I was your maid. Even if I was doing homework or playing thе game . In my room crying, tryna hide it from you , cause if I told you the truth , you’d think I’m lying to you. Never believed a word I said cause yu ain’t trust my dad , iont even know the nigga , not even a bit , man mama , I really really hate that shit , that’s only part of the reason why I let you go , but just for now mama, I really hope you know . You held me back for so long cause I was never enough, I waited for yo approval and you left me on stuck , and for a very long time , you was all I trusted . But why mama ? Didn’t you ever see them cuts ? I never really did anything to cover them up & why mama ? Would yu ever choke me up ? Rip my clothes off my back like you ain’t give no fuck , and why mama , Do I fuckn love so much ? All that hate you gave me when I was coming up . Don’t cry mama , I really hate to give you up but this is what I need right now for me to blow up. Ayeeee, and ima give it all I got cause I know I’m enough in spite what you thought, aye, yea I’m very appreciative cause ima very strong woman cause of what you taught. Aye. And I can’t wait to make you smile , ima change yo whole life so you can see me different. Ima , fly high mama see me different . Ima change to whole life so you can see me different!