(verse one)
Days in the sun
Running around having fun
Laughing with mom and dad
About some stupid joke
12 years later that joke doesn't even make sense
Maybe cause I don't care bout these things no more
After she broke my heart
(Pre-chorus)
People say "you used to be adorable what happened"
Divorce
Love
And a bit more stuff
That I don't wanna talk about
But I just gotta let it out
(Chorus)
I miss those days
Where I laughed
Where I didn't care about clothes and not having a real dad
I miss the days
Where the only thing that made me cry was no ice cream
Now everyday I wanna scream
I miss those happy days
(Verse two)
I honestly don't know how it happened
How I became a little girl in hairbows
To a non-binary wearing black clothes
Maybe it was puberty
Or just plain old society
Telling me what to say what to wear
How to do my hair
But listen I don't care
Even if I'm not happy doesn't mean that I wanna die
(Pre chorus)
People ask me "what happened to you"
Heartbreak
Mom
And a lot more
I better shut up before it starts to pour
(Chorus)
I miss those days
Where I laughed
Where I didn't care about clothes and not having a real dad
I miss the days
Where the only thing that made me cry was no ice cream
Now everyday I wanna scream
I miss those happy days
(Bridge)
I'm tired of being
Sleep deprived
Built on lies
Clingy to people
Who would never leave my side
I feel like a nobody
And I worry about the perfect body
All the fucking time
(Chorus)
I miss those days
Where I laughed
Where I didn't care about clothes and not having a real dad
I miss the days
Where the only thing that made me cry was no ice cream
Now everyday I wanna scream
I miss those happy days
(Ending)
Those happy days are gone
The days ahead
Will be gone too
If I make it till then
To see the sun shine again