[Verse 1]
Driving around with my friends, picking up drugs
I miss the smell of the ocean, didn't think I would
Now when I feel a little reckless, I keep it to myself
So long I thought I couldn't help it, I wonder if I will
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't wanna pull the rug out, baby
Just when you're feeling good
But I don't know how to come down lately
I do not trust myself, yeah I wish I could
[Verse 2]
Driving around with my friends, talking about love
And I no longer feel innocent, but I don't wish I was
Is there anybody out there, who can hear me now?
Think I should get a little paid help, but I don't know how
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna pull the rug out, baby
Just when you're feeling good
But I don't know how to come down lately
I do not love myself, yeah I wish I could
[Verse 3]
Getting even for the last time, I really hope it is
Hard to answer for a lifetime of learning how to live
When I don't even know the first thing about letting go
But if I'm ever headed back there, I swear I'll let you know
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't wanna pull the rug out, baby
Just when you're feeling good
But I don't know how to come down lately
I do not love myself, yeah I know I should