[Verse 1]
I feel off kilter, deeply bewildered
After the binge of you and your opinions
I can’t be perfect
But I can’t be news to you
So I’ll fix up a plate
Of all your favorite things to do
[Verse 2]
And when you don’t care
I say look at what I did for you
And then you double down with
“I never even asked you to”
[Refrain]
And I walk home in the rain
Perpetuating the pain
Like I do every day that I know your name
[Verse 3]
Playing on the seesaw
My heart weighs a million pounds
But your gun weighs a billion, now, trillion now
And you aren’t moving
So I’m stuck in the clouds
Looking down, but I feel
All the less powerful, and more likе a clown
[Verse 4]
And when you don’t care
I say, "Look at what you did to me"
And you say, “You wantеd it too”
And I say, "Not like this, baby"
[Refrain]
And I walk home in the rain
Perpetuating the pain
Like I do every day that I know your damn name
Huh!
[Bridge 1]
You give a mission to take this box
And give me a key, and give me a lock
And tell me to put my life into it
And bury it underground
You give me a reason
To do all that stuff
Like to wake up, and make all the wrong decisions
So I'll ignore all of these premonitions
And give it all to the hounds
[Verse 5]
And I walked the forest floor
Making friends with baron boars
Just to see you, now look at you
Fucking gone
Yeah, hey
[Verse 6]
And when you don’t care
I say, "What do I have but you?"
But you never cared
You’re just looking at what’s next for you
[Refrain]
And I walk home in the rain
Perpetuating the pain
Like I do every day that I know your damn...
[Verse 7]
And when you don’t care
I say, "Look at what I’ve done for you"
I’m just a heart sleeved pawn
Who was used for all that’s best for you
[Refrain]
And I walk home in the rain
Perpetuating the pain
Like I do every day that I know your name