[Chorus 1]
Hey, Therapist, have you ever thought 'bout suicide?
Will you be mad at me if I say that's the constant thing on my mind?
You know that I don't wanted to be here, oh why?
But she forced me, to take my pills, and be nice
I don't know why I'm here if is clearly her fault
Fuck, I'm just so exhausted
Hey, therapist, have you ever thought 'bout suicide?
[Verse 1]
Am I wrong?
They say I am, 'cause she's my mom
But it's my obligation be cursed for so long
From someone I should receive love?
I'm lockеd in the bathroom, crying in mute
Just hearing thе screams, the punches, so brute
What do you mean? I fucked up your day?
I just sat to the dinner, and you started with your shade
[Chorus 2]
Hey, Therapist, have you ever thought 'bout suicide?
Will you be mad at me if I say that's the constant thing on my mind?
There's no other thing I can think, oh why?
What would you think if your own mom threatens you with a knife?
And you cutting far to your veins, 'cause you're afraid to die
I'm to weak, I can't even do this
Hey, Therapist, have you ever thought 'bout suicide?
'Cause I, oh my, countless times
[Chorus 3]
If I'm selfish, useless, a bad kid
I know who's guilty for all of this
Is you mom, I'm a mirror of a son of a bitch
Is you, I'ma mirror of a son of a bitch
[Verse 2]
I just can't change what I feel, holy shit
Thinking "this is my end", but it's merely the beginning
No, I won't hate all my friends just because of you
And I won't change who I am, to fit in your rules
I can't leave, I'm stuck, I'm done with abuse
I can't scream, no smiles, I have no peace with you
Fuck the money, all you gave me, go pray to the Lord
You're building a prison, I don't wanna belong
You're making me sick, emotionally wrecked
You blame me for everything, and still talking 'bout respect
This shitty man you're married, I hope he makes you happy
'Cause he just like you, a piece of shit, just like I expected
"If I put you in the world I can take it off"
"If you cut you one more time, I'll show you what is blood"
"Stop crying, are you a girl?" she says, punching me out
"If someone call the cops, I'll kill you now"
[Chorus 4]
If I'm selfish, useless, a bad kid
I know who's guilty for all of this
Is you mom, I'm a mirror of a son of a bitch
Is you, I'ma mirror of a son of a bitch
If I'm not capable of making you happy
Why don't you kill me instead of making me sick?
I'm a mirror of a son of a bitch
I'm a reflection of a son of a bitch (I'ma mirror)