Tell me why you killed us but didn't kill me
I would die for you but you won't die for me
Shoulda never started if you were gonna leave
This pain is making it fuckin hard hard to breathe
The happiest I've been turns to most depressed
Shoot me on the way out put my ass to rest
So much emotion its buildin in my chest
Wish you never left but you were the fuckin best
Bed feeling a little off without you layin in it
Last time I felt ya touch shit it's been a minute
Everytime Im with you we would always commit
But now i always wonder did you counterfeit it
Tell why can't you talk to me now
You're acting like it's been a few years and we got vows
You feelin stressed out and I don't see your crowd
Just be honest with me baby are you feelin proud
Its killin me but you spilled all your feelins
You told me it's not workin out and we should start healin
Hit so hard I started to pout
Didn’t know i was in line waitin to check out
I cried 7 days straight just because I lost you
Suicidal thoughts, just because I lost you
The depression that grabbed me, I had to push through
The loss the pain I had to push through
If i asked if you cared would you say i do
Almost killing me knowing I'd still save you
It's been 4 months, Im still so attached
Im always fucking thinking thinkin bout our past
Now it's hard to see through that fucking mask
Are we even friends? I shouldn't have to ask
You're still my everything why couldn't we last
I can't have you but I'll always want you back
You're the only girl I can write about on theses tracks
My doors are open but all your halls are black
The bathrooms locked ya floorboards snapped
Living rooms empty and ya bedrooms packed
Basements flooded and the attics ransacked
Your moving out and I'm moving back
Signed all your papers and you made all ya deals
I'm stuck in the kitchen writing so I heal
No longer cookin and it feels so cold
Knowin I can't be with you and grow so old
How y'all think it feels being snapped in two
It's like I'm tryna walk with only one fucking shoe
This shit is so unbalanced and I'm stepping off the scale
But stayin laid down at least I didn't bail
Crossing ya oceans im settin fuckin sail
I'm calling you now and all I'm gettin is the tone
I gave you my all but you can't even grab phone
I thought you were the one but you made our gravestone
Now I really know how it feels to be alone
I Can't be without you your like the skin to my bone
Shit felt too good to be true and I shoulda known
You don't know what ya got till its fuckin leaving
Feelin so sad but the sadness keep increasin
Feeling so guilty and i can't stop this greivin