[Introduction]
20 years old, already old even tho it doesn’t feel like it
Everyday, locked up, eyes stuck on my phone
Some friends are leaving, who’ll be the next
I wanna live alone but without them life would be way less beautiful
Completely...
Hey Zypo put another beat please
[Verse]
20 years old, already old even tho it doesn’t feel like it
Everyday, locked up, eyes stuck on my phonе
Some friends are lеaving, who’ll be the next
I wanna live alone but without them life would be way less beautiful
Completely disconnected from my relatives
I’m loosing the funny parts, I’m not really in the know anymore
Anyway, I never really ever be confortable
With all those people who looks distant from hate
I don’t feel like I’m belonging here
In the fate book I never found my page
I just try to keep living saving what I can save
In order not to sadden people following my through ages
All of my friends are working, I’m just a lazybones
The idea of a job disgusts me, I might be afraid of it
I watch them disappear, their joy going down
But saying that I’m not more than them wouldn’t be a mistake
So lonely, even if well accompanied
I feel like my mind is preventing every happiness off me
People I love just happen to be outdistanced
As I’m just think of her, damn…
Time flies to fast, I would like to stop everything
In a Hyperbolic Time Chamber, or in the Namiya house
And in front of unknown people, I play as a strong man
But alone every bit of energy will disappear
People saw me as a weird guy, turned that as a strength
Well, that’s what I’m showing, full of confidence
But as wood is hiding under its tree bark
My real fear is hiding under my self-assurance
N.A.R