Sorry if I'm nodding off
I know we've been here hours I forgot what we talking about
I feel stuck and down alot
I'm fucking stuck I haven't found a out
I can't think of shit to say
But when your not here these thoughts I can't drown em out
It ain't anger it ain't depression I wish this stress and pain would lessen
I hope I get paid attention
I hope when I pour this out that they would listen
Probably not though that's where my mind is at
The moment
I can't fucking control it
I can't call it
I just hope if I put my all in
I can get respected
Fuck the recognition I want to make a difference
Y'all lames ain't no competition
See these brains is what you opps are missing
I ain't competing I'm doing this for me and
Who ever wants to listen who ever wants attention
Who ever lost someone and would give they all just for a visit
For everyone who wants the fame and wants to live this
For everybody that I knew to prove em wrong
For everybody who takes a minute to play this song
For anyone who feels lost at home
Or anyone who feels constantly alone
I ain't tryna fight with her
I feel like she always tryna argue
I feel like I write and have no use
For the shit I write cuz of course you
Don't fucking care no one does I pour my mind and heart out to the air
And into phones that end up broke that's shattered talent in the road
Against the wall whipped down the hall
What do I care they don't listen at all
Even if they did they ain't getting involved
And helping you out they watching you fall
They helping you up to watch it again and thoss are the people you calling your friends
Those are the people you want as your fans
They just want music can care less about the man
Who's behind it
I've been rhyming
My minds been
Going nonstop grinding
I can't sleep see I'm in
The deep end I feel like I'm drowning
I've lost my surroundings
I'm floating yet grounded
I'm drowning yet standing
I'm bleeding through this pen
And feeling all the pain
Maybe they'd care more if I died at this age