[Verse 1]
The liquid hits my lips and distracts my emotions
Ignore morality while living in slow motion
This is not who I am, who I intended to be
A monster who keeps drowning in this wretched disease
This wretched disease
[Pre-Chorus]
Help me to find this so called peace
Deceit me into unknowing defeat
[Chorus]
I can't fake this self apocalypse
No escape, welcome to your never ending maze
Eyes gaze into eternal eclipsе
Blinded by the search for unknown bliss
[Verse 2]
My hеad is filled with negativity
Self doubt and hatred created by me
Fuel the fire with thoughts of insecurity
Hiding alone in silence slowly killing me
Slowly killing me
[Pre-Chorus]
Help me to find this so called peace
Deceit me into unknowing defeat
[Chorus]
I can't fake this self apocalypse
No escape, welcome to your never ending maze
Eyes gaze into eternal eclipse
Blinded by the search for unknown bliss
I can't let go, it feels like home
Every drink I take reminds me of my life mistakes
I can't let go, I'm all alone
Battling emotions I refuse to disown
[Bridge]
(Whoa, whoa)
I am way too god damn stubborn to let you win
(Whoa, whoa)
I'm taking back what's left of my own skin
(Whoa, whoa)
[Chorus]
I can't fake this self apocalypse
No escape, welcome to your never ending maze
Eyes gaze into eternal eclipse
Blinded by the search for unknown bliss
I can't let go, it feels like home (Home)
Every drink I take reminds me of my life mistakes
I can't let go, I'm all alone
Battling emotions I refuse to disown
[Outro]
Battling emotions I refuse to disown