I keep trying
I dream of flying
Flying far away to
Meet with my deja-vu
Mesmerized and purified by
Things I’ve learned from those who
Showed me what I already knew
Aware that I’m both living and dying
Simultaneously
Holding both hopelessly
But hope is a killer
I’m not bitter
Priceless lessons learned through
Absence of hope creates truth
Absence of hope creates truth