RECOURSE (Outro) LyricsLet me take away your pain that’s all I’m here for
Filling up my veins with anything, I need a recourse
I try to take it all away, let it fade, but at this point nothing can hurt me
I cannot feel a thing
I tried to tell you, this wasn’t life to me
Every time I feel a substance in my blood that’s it for me
I could close my eyes and fade away before you ever see
I feel like Gus, my friends don’t truly know what’s best for me
I’m the only one who knows what’s fucking best for me
I don’t want your advice and I do not want your honesty
I have my own my goals to save a million lives
Survive еternal like I'm mother fucking еvergreen (rest in peace)
Nature living through me how I eat and breathe
Fuck cash I’d rather see a hundred thousand trees
Light 'em up in smoke and watch my soul keep burning after me
In fact you see I keep on burning ash and keys
I gotta build my fucking table, make my food then I can eat
Every single day I continue to press repeat
I hope you see my heart cause that’s the best part of me
I’ve been starving at the table, while all u do is feast
I could ask a million questions but I know it’s up to me
To build my fucking destiny and show you what I’ll be
I know I shouldn’t talk like that or even really speak
But I been on my fucking bullshit I ain’t protected like u think
I put myself in harms way just to try and make me blink
Cause at this point I might be on the brink
And I thought that you could help me
But sometimes I do not think
I get so in my head I feel I might just overheat
I was thinking I was empty but I also overthink
Hold my veins out to dry
While I close my eyes
Hold my veins out to dry
While I close my eyes
One foot in front the other I keep kicking the dirt
I can’t keep a straight face and I walk way worse
But It’s all in my head
I thought I told you I learned
I keep forgetting it all
It’s like my memories burned
With everything I concern
My head just spins and it swirls
In fucking circles I turn
I wish for pain I earned
You try to program me still
But you don’t know what I’m worth
I keep on counting them bills
My fucking fingers, they hurt
I wish I told you I'd kill
For anything that’s deserved
Now there’s blood in my nails and some blood on my shirt
I see it run down my face
You say my hearts still a joke
But I will never ever change
And that’s a promise on hope