god. LyricsForgive me Father for who I have sinned… and… oh my… what is that?
It’s who you were looking for
Nah, I’m tripping… for real.
No, you little shit, it’s me… God
Nah, God?
In the flesh.
I never knew you would be so tall
I’m not, you’re just short.
Damn.
Why are you here child, what are you searching for?
I’m searching for something to live for God. I did everything I supposed to
Go on…
I helped others, I bettered myself, I became a better version of myself.
Then why are you lying?
What?
Wake up, open your eyes, you’re lying to yourself, you’re not better, you just think you are, and that makes selfish.
Wait, I am selfish?
Yes, you are
That’s not true.
And how so?
I have urges, but I brought them all down. I died and I came back to life, I was alone and now I made myself ok with being alone, I was weak, now I’m not. And you didn’t help me, you selfish prick.
Go on.
I made a war with myself last year, nobody cared about this war except for me, I got close to killing my self, so close. And who was there for me? I’ll answer that question motherfucker, nobody, just me! Where were you? where? Where was everybody when I thought about suicide, why you didn’t help me with my war…
Because deep down, you love war.
No, I don’t.
Yes you do, little shit.
Then tell me, what to do?
Look at yourself in the mirror, the person you are looking at is the only one who can help you.
What about you, can’t you do some magic?
I’m not a magician.
So go on then, leave me alone again.
You choose to be alone because a part of you likes loneliness, violence, hurting others for personal pleasure, get drunk, sex is the only thing on your mind sometimes.
No, that’s not true.
Yes, it is.
This is who I was, I killed that part of me.
You also killed the good side, now look at yourself, you’re just an empty shell.
But I was alone.
Exactly
I was an asshole
You still are…
So what?
Stop dying and start living, motherfucker.