I see you through the keyhole
I see you out the door
Tomorrow I know we'll go through it like we always do it like before
It's just the way it is
Yeah, I know what the rules are
I've memorized them all
The morning's out of bounds and
Monday's when you call and
I'll be waiting by an unlit telephone
I can tell when
You don't wanna be alone with your thoughts, oh god it kills me
I know that I'm only temporary
Oh no! I think it's funny but it's actually hell
And I'm really just here playing myself
Alone with my thoughts, oh god it kills me
Last night I had a dream you dreamed about me
Oh no! I think it's funny, but it's actually hell
And I'm really just here playing myself
Got an imagination
Vivider than most
I could've made a change
Instead I just became a charity and came home
Every day a ghost
Extrapolate potential, a specialty of mine
And I know my worth in theory
And still I crack a smile
Walk the self-help isle
Just in case you show
Something tells me
I should probably be alone with my thoughts, oh god it kills me
I know that I'm only temporary
Oh no! I think it's funny, but it's actually hell
And I'm really just here playing myself
Alone with my thoughts, oh god it kills me
Last night I had a dream you dreamed about me
Oh no! I think it's funny, but it's actually hell
And I'm really just here playing myself