Here I go again with another sad
Story
Tellin everybody I do not feel
Ordinary
I'm not normal so I think i'm from
Another world all I have is anger
And the hate I always seem to
Carry
This is not me
I'm a different person now
I had to leave my friends
I had to leave my town
But thinken about it I was never
Really happy though
Look at these demons that are always
Tryna take me down
Nowadays I start to questions my
Existence
These thoughts of bein someone else
Are runnin through my head
I don't believe in love or happiness
Or better times
And honestly the only thing I want is
To be dead
I had a dream
Just like everybody else
Workin hard
Never gave up cuz I didn't
Want to fail
Played my part
Made the music did my best to
Make it well
But now that passion disappeared
Its wiped away so is the trail
(Speech)
When a few of my friends, notices that i'm upset
Or i'm depressed, they would ask me whats wrong
And then I would tell them the reason why i'm upset
And then they would always say to be happy, no matter
What, you just gotta be happy. And believe me I tried, but like I can't pretend to be happy when i'm really not, and I just wish that the few of the friends that I have understood that sometimes, that I go through a lot and I got through a lot that no one even knows about
And I just wish that sometimes they could understand why I can't be happy sometimes