I'll hold my breath
And wait it out
Clear my head from all this doubt
There’s a part of me that's hoping
That I'm reading this all wrong
I’m not guiltless
Lying's useless
Think I'll just leave all my guilt with
Broken promises I've made
In my head where they should stay
Consider this my diary
Its pages filled with words I never thought you'd read
And I'll hide behind calligraphy
It's easier to write it down than trying to make the words come out
I'll tell myself
It’s better now
Or as good as I can make it
Guess I hoped it wouldn’t come to this
But it was always clеar
What's the use in
Trying to prove this
Wasn’t somеthing I could deal with
I'll just keep this to myself and pray
That it just goes away
Consider this my diary
Its pages filled with words I never thought you'd read
And I'll hide behind calligraphy
It’s easier to write it down than trying to make the words come out
Don't just tell me to try
When it's time to come over
‘Cause gravity's pulling me down
It's too easy to hide
But I'll see you next time
Maybe just for tonight
You could be on my side
Consider this my diary
Its pages filled with words I never thought you'd read
And I'll hide behind calligraphy
It's easier to write it down than trying to make the words come out
Consider this my diary
Consider this my diary