[Verse 1]
Strange I feel
I cannot recognize myself at all
All memories gone and I have simply no
Idea what my burning pain is all about
I confuse
My blurring visions with reality
My deepest fears are taking over me
And I've got no more will to run or hide
[Chorus]
Losing peace of mind, I am drowning in the flow
Carrying me into the abyss, carrying down into the abyss
I'm grasping at my shattered visions like at straw
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…
[Verse 2]
And sometimes
My helpless hate returns me to the time when I
Could change it all but now I can't deny
It's much too late to try, it hurts me so
How to live
A heavy burden on my aching soul
How can I even smile at all
I've written many lines for nobody
To read and learn what's wrong with me
[Chorus]
Losing peace of mind, I am drowning in the flow
Carrying me into the abyss, carrying down into the abyss
I'm grasping at my shattered visions like at straw
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…
[Chorus]
Losing peace of mind, I am drowning in the flow
Carrying me into the abyss, carrying down into the abyss
I'm grasping at my shattered visions like at straw
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…
In the blaze of a hopeless disease…