Eroticism nurtured through congruous bodily contours
Aberration, an inevitable deviation from the spectrum
Lusting for the beautifully impaired
A grotesque aspiration for the corporal asymmetry
Devoid of somatic autonomy
Conjoined with extremities estranged to me
To be whole I must sever what is not my own
An agonizing ordeal to end my able-bodied misery
I succumb to this tortured, crippling desire
Orgasmic transfiguration
Auto-erotic adoration
As I gaze upon my newly-won stumps
Glorification of absence
Through severance I savor my final moments
Wallowing, enraptured in somatic autonomy