Reinvent By Phoebe Green
I used to pride myself on honesty and being a good friend
But now I hate the thought of conversation and having to pretend
That I?m interested in what advice you feel the need to offer
I don?t want to text you back, stop pretending that you?re bothered
We used to be good mates but now I can?t help but hate the way you use your own experiences to comment on my state
You take your high ground, I?ll stay low, that way I can?t hear you moan about the way my actions cause a decrease in your libido
If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet, will they ever catch me out?
If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet, will it make them stick around?
I reinvent myself again
I reinvent myself again
I met this girl the other day she drank vodka and water, so I ordered a vodka and water, then I threw it back up
I met these boys the other night and I think they liked me, they made me want to make them like me, but it wasn?t enough
I often feel sickened by the prospect of flirtation
But how else am I meant to gain immediate validation
I?d like to think I?m funny, but I?m far too fucked to tell
I?ve had to repeat my name three times, but I think it?s going well
I reinvent myself again
I reinvent myself again
If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet will they ever catch me out?
If I reinvent myself for every person that I meet, are they bored of it by now?
I wanted them to be infatuated by me
I wanted them to want me here
I want to be an actress in a film about deception and how easy it can be to earn a drunk strangers affection
I don?t wanna be an open book it?s got me in a mess
I would rather be a liar, for them to only see my best
I reinvent myself again
I reinvent myself again
I reinvent myself again
I reinvent myself again