Since it's around that time
It's Christmas
I wanna say I want you on my list
But Baby just give me a little kiss
And baby I'll be on my way
Sometimes I feel this shit ain't real
And when we text back and forth
I get the chills
Honestly
This Christmas don't feel real
I think I may just wait
For death to come pick me up
Since he on the other side of the line anyway
Don't see why I try
I cry
To keep up a image
That's just falling behind
I just wanna tear it all down
To try and start again
Something I learned from a dear friend