I'm learning how to be alive and how to not be alone all the time
I don’t have it down yet but I'm getting there
And I clean my room often, I'm not afraid when I get a call
On my phone, I’m still nervous but I'll swallow it
And I know something good
Will come out of this change
But I also know the truth
And I find it hard to explain, explain
What if this isn't what
I am meant to do with my life?
What if I was never any good in the first place?
But all of this wishing
It is all kinda coming true
But what do, I feel like I'm in a play, I'm forgetting the words
I'm forgetting the words
But I know something good
Will come out of this stage
But I also know the truth
And I find it hard to explain, explain
What if I could stavе it off?
Kill the fear of what I want
But I know something good
Will comе out of this change
But I also know the truth
And I find it hard to explain, explain