[Intro]
Crucify him, crucify him, crucify him
God disciplines those that He loves
Yeah, that's gonna encourage him
[Verse 1]
GAWVI, this is all your fault
You the one to blame for this
Taste test so I know your pain still exists
Erase that thought, I know your shame is a trip
God saved that heart for the sake of his kids
I made some poor choices in my weakness
I learned some friends knew but kept a secret
I guess we all know now, I needed Jesus
Man, I could've done the same, expose that back
What kind of friend would I be?
Doin' some evil work
I'd rather teach my kids how to grow when it hurts (Yeah, yeah)
The way we treat each other why many leavin' church
Tea party, I overfill no one
Please pardon, I sleep on the sofa
My best move was holdin' my tongue
My chest bruised and my heart was numb
I thought I was done, my next move was to question everyone (Everyone)
Everybody know what's best for me (Best for me)
I should prove I'm in therapy
Wait, show 'em you went to this retreat and that retreat
Nah, it ain't enough, they'll label it, "Narcissistic Tendencies"
[Verse 2]
Yeah, yeah, I was walkin' on eggshells
So and so done well
Inside of bein' dead, they were hopin' they tour sells
Sayin' my farewells, fishin' like Montell
You love me? I can't tell
Yeah, I told Giana, "I'm sorry for the problems I was makin'
Went through it, meditated, all the L's, had to face it
Deep down it was hatred, look at God, how He changed it"
Look at God
[Verse 3]
Yeah, walkin' in freedom
Forgiven by my Father
My mother had to keep my spirit alive
I was wrestlin' with suicide
You don't know the whole story
That's for grown folk people
I do this for Giana and Camilo
Yeah, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh, uh
Yeah, uh
[Verse 4]
Lord, You heal me, I was fallin'
I give glory to the Lord
All my secrets, all my burdens
Yeah, You took it on the cross
God, I give You all my problems
Replace it with Your love
Lord, Your presence in this moment is all I truly want
Lord, I call upon Your name when I don't know where to go
I know that time will heal this pain
And Your truth is what I hold
God, protect me from the fear and lies that try to take my soul
You are the morning sun, redeeming one
Your child has come back home