Verse 1:
Niggas they asking what happen
I told them my life it was tragic
I love this rap shit wit a passion
These niggas ain’t know I had gadgets
That’ll turn you niggas into ashes
Skrtt skrtt now I’m passing
Rolling up and I’m laughing
Cause people really think I’m stressing
Asking irrelevant questions
Like damn lij where you been
I told my brova that I’m chilling
He told me slide when you can
I said naw bro I’m healing
He asked me whatchu healing from
I told him bro this shit dumb
He said bro just let me know
I said ard just listen close
I been having suicidal thoughts
Forgetting all the things that I was taught
But I seen my fam switch and cross
I gotta get it man my life is short
In every hood it come wit a cost
I was doing bad just because
Wasn’t really thinking long term
Wasn’t thinking bout the wrong turns
Watching all my bridges slowly burn
Step back and let me reminisce
I told myself I got a lil sis
She looked up to me since we was kids
Looking at my gmom spread her wings
I was feeling everybody pain
It take a while just to heal things
It may take a smile to change the game
I admit it ima take the blame
For all the stupid shit I put y’all thru
All the times I acted brand new
For the times y’all received a call
9 outta 10 times it wasn’t my fault
You can’t heal what you never revealed
I can’t tell you how I really feel
Cause people judge so I keep it concealed
I keep my distance I don’t fuck wit lames
She wanted me but I was playing games
I pay attention I peep every change
I’ll never regret being real
I just regret who I was real to
I’ll never forget how I feel
Just remember I was there to
When people was doing you dirty
I pulled up like what is verdict
But niggas ain’t know how to word it
So I cocked back the thirty they swerving
Bridge:
I won’t ever show you love
I won’t even dap you up
I won’t even say wassup
If I don’t even fuck wit ya
Shawty I was in the back
I was rolling up some gas
I was tryna just get it
I was tryna stack my chicken
Niggas ain’t really know..
Outro:
I can’t tell you how I feel
I can barely keep it real
Cause niggas don’t know how to take it
I said fuck it ima face it
1younglij you can’t replace me
2 am I’m in the basement
I feel like I needed some closure
I’m praying my stress will be over..