Verse 1
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
Never Was afraid for wearing my heart on my sleeve
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
When I needed you the most you wanted to leave
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
Staring at the moon
Knowing you be looking at it too
Thinking what you got yourself into
I feel so confused
Cuz I did everything that you wanted me to do
Reminiscing about the times that we used to have
You made me smile cuz I knew how to make you laugh
That work that we have put in done got us degrees
So now you see me glow like Alison Brie
Verse 2
Never was the one who ruined the things that we built
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
Never was the one who ruined the things that we built
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
I was busy trying to learn to live with the guilt
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I get defensive when I'm being accused
And your decisions got me laughing at you
You went from shopping at cue
To the Centrelink queue
I'm not better than you I just happen to be lucky
If I don't love me then no one would love me
The truth is ugly my uncle is a junkie
Fuller than sia but hungry
Though my back hurts I am standing for something
You used to love me when the money used to come in abundance
Never was afraid of risking it all for a win
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
I was just afraid of losing myself in the mix
Verse 3
And the things that you did put me through hell
So I'm not afraid to say I'm glad you're not doing well
We have no reason to talk
Now when I wanna watch the shining I just look at my watch