[Verse 1: Patty Walters]
I've grown out of hope
I'm giving up on living up to my expectations
Cause I'm the kind of kid who'd abandon ship
Not go down with it
Cause it always seems
I'm in a house of mirrors
When I can't bear to look at myself
No, I can't bear to look at myself anymore
[Pre-Chorus: Benjamin Biss, Patty Walters]
I don't have the strength to carry on
There's nothing left for me, I'm too far gone
I don't know where I was led wrong
This is not the place where I belong
I don't know where my plans have gone
I'll make this up as I go along
I don't have the strength to carry on
Anymore
[Verse 2: Patty Walters]
I take it all out on myself
Cause I can't break what's already broken
Yeah the structure's fine, but this mind of mine
Runs red all the time
I wonder if the wind hates that it's touched me
When I step out and enter the world
No, I don't wanna answer the world anymore
[Pre-Chorus: Benjamin Biss, Patty Walters]
I don't have the strength to carry on
There's nothing left for me, I'm too far gone
I don't know where I was led wrong
This is not the place where I belong
I don't know where my plans have gone
I'll make this up as I go along
I don't have the strength to carry on
There's nothing left for me
(Nothing left for me)
[Chorus: Patty Walters]
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me
[Verse 3: Patty Walters, Benjamin Biss]
I'll fake a smile and lie to who knows me
I tried but now I'm done with the world
No, I don't wanna humor the world anymore
I've accomplished nothing except knowing
How to fall in love all alone
[Chorus: Patty Walters, Benjamin Biss]
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me
(Relive the story, romance for memories, life carries on)
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me
(Relive the story, romance for memories, life carries on)
I'll never be the man that I want to be
And he'd never wanna be me