[Spoken Words By Cynthia Liddell]
I remember
He tried to put his gum in my mouth
I remember
It felt, afterwards, like my mouth
Was open for the whole time
I remember my mouth
Felt stretched afterwards
I remember
He put his tongue
All along my teeth
He ran
His tongue
Along my teeth
On the inside
And on the outside
When he ran his tongue
Along the bottom teeth
It seemed natural
Like a tongue
It felt rough
But when hе ran it along the top teeth
He had to touch them
With thе bottom of his tongue
And it was too smooth
It seemed
Oily
And it made a lot of water
In his mouth
His mouth was very red
I remember
He tried to touch his tongue
As far down
In my throat
As he could reach
It choked me
I couldn't swallow
And I couldn't breathe
I remember one time
He coughed a little in my mouth
He tried to pretend it didn't happen
I remember
His mouth
Still had some pieces of food in it
Little soft pieces of
The hamburger
I guess
I remember
He sucked my tongue in his mouth
When I put it in his mouth
I remember he pushed against my mouth
When it was closed
When we were just kissing
He really pushed
He pushed my mouth open
I couldn't keep my lips closed
He was pushing so hard
It hurt
And he kept pushing
So that our teeth touched
I was afraid he would break one of my teeth
I remember one time
He put his finger
Between my legs
And got it wet
And tried to put that finger
In my mouth
I remember
He put all of his fingers
In my mouth
And pushed down on my tongue
It made a lot of water come in my mouth
And he wouldn't
Let me swallow
I remember he had his tongue
In my mouth
When he opened his pants
It was
Awkward
For him
He had to move around
But
He tried to keep
His tongue
In my mouth
It made
His tongue
Seem like something else
Except a tongue
Like it was just
Like it was just
Sticking out
And I had it in my mouth
I remember when my face
Was in his pants
And the opening of his pants
He pushed
On the back of my head
And I remember when
I had it in my mouth
Finally
He put
Two fingers
In the corners of my mouth
With it
And stretched my mouth open
Then, he pulled my mouth down on it
He pulled my mouth as if, it were f...
As if he were fitting
My mouth to it
He pulled my head
Down until it touched
The back of my throat
I choked
It made my throat
Open
As if nothing were between
My mouth and my stomach
I felt
Hollow
Then, he lifted my head
Then, he pushed down again
I remember
It was very slow
I remember
It was like
Having something in my mouth
That I couldn't touch
I got the idea