I’ve made a lot of mistakes
I’m trying hard to get this right
They throw the shit in my face
Don’t ask what keeps me up at night
I don’t know what to do
And every time I try to change
It’s not enough for you
I’m lost as fuck
Got these feelings
I don’t know how to use
And I just really need your help
I’m scared of what I might do
I’m high as fuck
I’m depending on the pills to get through
The only I want is love
Only want it from you
Without your love I’m lost
Really stuck and confused
I’m steady tryna do right
But wrong is all I can
.
Try for better days
We had another fight
I don’t want you to stress
I gotta get this right
(Yea)
Fuck all my feelings
Just tell me how you been feeling
Can’t lose my one in a million
Can’t lose my one in a million
.
Maybe I should let her go
I don’t even know why my brain on overload
How I go from being high
To the lowest of lows
Used to follow all my dreams
Now it’s fuck my goals
No life ain’t really what it seems
I’m lost and all alone
Running outta people I can call up on
Phone it used to jump
Now I really got the driest phone
All i know is isolation
DND the fucking phone
.
I’ve made a lot of mistakes
I’m trying hard to get this right
They throw the shit in my face
Don’t ask what keeps me up at night
I don’t know what to do
And every time I try to change
It’s not enough for you
I’m lost as fuck
Got these feelings
I don’t know how to use
And I just really need your help
I’m scared of what I might do
(Repeat)
Fuck it up
I don’t wanna change
All I know is I been hurt and I don’t wanna feel this pain
I been going through to much and now I don’t feel the same
Optimistic
Used to look at life in such a better way
And I get high to cop with all the shit that I don’t wanna say
How many times do I have to say that I don’t feel ok
And that’s why all I need is you
Because you make me feel ok
Take care of me
And you patient
In my struggle and my pain
I just hope that this love forever
I really want you to stay
But ik I’m not enough and one day you will go away