Couldn't be the only one
Demon's on my shoulder
Don't try coming back to me
Know it's not my fault yeah
All i wanted was 4 u to see me
Believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
Everyday gets worse
And i feel like i lost so much
And me im on a road
Feeling like im losing touch
Couldve had it all
But i had to be myself
And i ruined it again
How im always fucking up shit..
All the time i spent
It was such a waste
*it was a waste it was a waste*
I can't forgive myself for that
I don't think ill be able to
Im still thinking about it
Thinking bout the days we had
But it's over
''gotta get that shit back''
It's gone..
Why do i keep on looking back at it?
And i just feel that
U hate me it's so..
Air is thick around her
I can't see it's just like..
Around them i feel so unsafe
I feel like they gon' hurt me
Why did it have to come to this?
You never told me anyways
Couldn't be the only one
Demon's on my shoulder
Don't try coming back to me
Know it's not my fault yeah
All i wanted was 4 u to see me
Believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
Everyday gets worse
And i feel like i lost so much
And me im on a road
Feeling like im losing touch
Couldve had it all
But i had to be myself
And i ruined it again
How im always fucking up shit..
How im always fucking up shit
It's always the same shit
They get tired of me
What am i risking?
I already lost it..
Baby can u help me
I know that shit's not right
But she believes it is
All that i wanted wasn't unwanted
All that i seek should soon be mine
Fuck u get out of my way now
I don't wanna talk 2 u u're like the others
If the old me saw me he would fucking laugh
''you became what you never wanted to become''
Are u right? is this real?
Where the fuck did you go
Im dying please pick up the phone
*IM DYING IM DYING*
Im dying please pick up the phone..