[Verse 1]
I’m late to my party and everybody’s here
Know I should say sorry, but I wanna disappear
Are you having fun?
Or does the music suck?
I know you’re all here now, when the night ends
It’s just me and empty cups
[Pre-Chorus]
Overwhelming‘s an understatement
Too much thinking can get so lonely
Through the motions, I’m complacent
Almost feels like I killed the old me
[Chorus]
This year when I’m blowing out the candles
Make my wish cause it’s too much to handle
I hate that time is flying fast
I don’t want to get attached
Ooo ah ah ah
The prеsent is all I have
[Verse 2]
Photo album
Memoriеs
This time last year laughing with old friends that
I don’t speak to anymore 'cause people change
[Pre-Chorus 2]
And too much thinking can get so lonely
Never feels like I’m the right age
Almost feels like I killed the old me
[Chorus]
And this year when I’m blowing out the candles
Make my wish cause it’s too much to handle
I hate that time is flying fast
I don’t want to get attached
Ooo ah ah ah
The present is all I have
[Post-Chorus]
This year when I
This year when I
This year when I
This year when I
[Bridge]
(This year when I)
I hate that time is flying fast
(This year when I)
(This year when I)
I don’t want to get attached
(This year when I)
No
Holding onto what I have
Looking at the photographs
Expectations, blurry faces, can’t keep living in the past
Ah, oh, the present is all I have
Ooo ah ah ah
The present is all I have
[Outro]
Next year if I’m not blowing out the candles
Can you make my wish?
Cause things don’t go as planned, no
(Next year when I)
The present is all I have