I woke up today
In the same that i’ve done
For the past four years
Thought a lot about how things turned out
And i’m glad i’m still living here
But if i showed up today
Would you say hey hey hey
I still love you, i still need you
I still want you
And i’m afraid
That my heart’s not beating
The way it’s supposed to
Or my lungs are not breathing
The way they used to
So i pass the time
Drinking chocolate milk
And eating too much
And feeling sorry for myself
Oh i think too much