I'm fading away
They say I look great
Think I'm missing the point of what it feels like to be OK
I miss my old face
And I miss you in the worst way
You said that you'd be back but you never came
And I waited for days
They said, "you'll still be art without being admired"
Whoever said that is just a fuckin' liar
It's my game to play
You wanted it this way
So I came to play
I wanted it this way
I'm wasted away
And counting down my days
I'm scaring myself, and they think I need help
Is it all a fucking game?
It doesn't phase you at all
Wish I was that brave
Instead I'm naive to ever think to believe
You'd ever really change
They said, "you'll still be art without being admired"
Whoever said that is just a fuckin' liar
It's my game to play
You wanted it this way
So I came to play
You wanted it this way
I wanted it this way
You wanted it this way
I wanted it this way
Tried losing some weight
Anything to make you stay
If I lose another pound, I'll be six feet underground
You'll cry on my grave
It's my game to play
You wanted it this way
So I came to play
I wanted it this way
You wanted it this way