My brain isn’t here
Did you hear what I said
Coz if I’m going to bed
I’m going to bed
And if I am not here anymore
I’m going to bed
Can’t feel myself
Because I’m out of my head
And if I can’t feel myself
Then nobody will
And if I don’t look out for myself
Then nobody will
Massage
Assure myself I am large
Tell all the ladies I’m hard
Yo girl I ain’t no facade
AHHHH
Back in my bed
Isolated again
I know who I am
Away from my friends
So I cut myself off
Don’t need any friends
Fooling around
To determine my worth
And when I can’t fool myself
I’m back in the earth
Yeah I’ll commit to myself
Commit to the earth
Control
You see me out on a roll
I’m working up my patrol
I’m violating your soul
Over again
Over and over again
It’s what I say to myself
When I can’t pretend
What I’ll say to myself
Till I reach the end
Dangerous thought
Leaves me flat on the ground
And it’s all that I am
When I’m not around
And you see what I am
When I’m not around
AHHH
I’m not crazy I’m just lacking restraint
And I won’t commit to something if it’s something I ain't
I’m not over I just went out of style
Took a trip to psychotropics and I stayed for a while
Common sense is a transparent wall
Felt my head collapse on cement felt like nothing at all
And I’m not stupid just don’t know who I am
So I live in sullen stupor with my fist on my ham