I've been driving around all night
Probably call you back and say I'm fine
Then you'll ask for the second time
Why are words so hard to find?
I've been thinking a bit too much
Feeling something that I don't know what
I hate how, when it comes to us
I keep you close but out of touch
I don't know me
So you don't know me
And it gets lonely
When I wanna let you in
But I just close up
Won't let you close enough
Like I want to
But I want to
It's like a class I never took
How to make myself an open book
If I could let you look
Then maybe I'll be understood
'Cause it's not like I don't feel things
I just don't know why I feel 'em
And I know you want the real thing
We both do, we both do
And I don't know mе
So you don't know me
And it gets lonely
Whеn I wanna to let you in
But I just close up
Won't let you close enough
Like I want to
But I want to
Know it's worth it
To say what's hurting
And break the surface
When I wanna let you in
But I just close up
Won't let you close enough
Like I want to
But I want to
And I know you want the real thing
We both do, we both do
And I don't know me
So you don't know me
And it gets lonely
When I wanna to let you in
But I just close up
Won't let you close enough
Like I want to
But I want to
Know it's worth it
To say what's hurting
And break the surface
When I wanna let you in
But I just close up
Won't let you close enough
Like I want to
But I want to
But I want to