[Bridge]
I'm back in the same state
I fought to escape from
Back in 2008
Repeating the same song
Cannot leave behind hate
Each day it gets more strong
Everytime it's the same
But in a different font
[Verse]
Haunted by my past that I hated and wanted
Can I please catch break from all of it?
All the things it did to me is horrid
It's horrid
I wanted to hide
I didn't know how to fight
I cannot die tonight
I have to keep this facade
[Refrain]
17 years suffering inside my head
17 times that I cried 'till sleep in bed
17 shots from the gun insidе my shed
17 times I escapеd death by a thread
17 years suffering inside my head
17 times that I cried 'till sleep in bed
17 shots from the gun inside my shed
17 times I escaped death by a thread (I hate you)
(17 yea-a-a-a)
(17 ti-i-i-i)
(17 sho-o-o-o)
(17 ti-i-i-i)
[Bridge]
I'm back in the same state
I fought to escape from
Back in 2008
Repeating the same song
Cannot leave behind hate
Each day it gets more strong
Everytime it's the same
But in a different font