dreaming Lyrics[Verse 1]
I feel it, always lingering
A sickness growing mould
A fear of getting old
Sadness that aches throughout my bones
And numbs me till I'm cold
But it's my comfort zone
[Chorus]
Do I really feel alive?
Is this how's it gonna be?
Is it part of getting older or am I suffering?
Is this how I wanna be?
Will it get a little easier
Sending myself to an early grave?
Or will I learn to be again?
[Verse 2]
Hate it when I feel myself in overdrive
Everybody hates me, why am I alive?
Dreaming when everything fades to black
I'll finally feel a quiet and drift off with the night
[Chorus]
Do I rеally feel alive?
Is this how's it gonna be?
Is it part of getting oldеr or am I suffering?
Is this how I wanna be?
Will it get a little easier
Sending myself to an early grave?
Or will I learn to be again?
Will I learn to be again?
[Bridge]
'Cause I wanna be alive
But I find it hard to breathe sometimes
I feel the hands around my neck
The noose of love, a single thread
If I was to leave someday
Know that I was petrified
To leave it all and say goodbye
But you'll still be there on my mind
[Chorus]
It's hard to feel alive
If this is how's its always gonna be
Is it part of getting older?
I think I'm suffering
It's not how I wanna be
Hope it gets a little easier
Sending myself to an early grave
Or will I learn to be again?
Will I learn to be again?
Will I learn to be again?