The landscape is different now
I’ll dig my hearts grave till it’s hollowed out
The match made a flame to burn it out
Will it fuel me
Or will it break me down
A time bomb
It’s all wrong
Praying my heart won’t stop
For so long
My head’s spawned
These creatures from the dark
These thoughts are imminent and everyone can see I'm slipping out
It doesn’t matter if I fight this
If the solution is a sickness
The catalyst
Will it lift me up
Or hang me out to dry
I'm convinced
If my world caves in
You’ll see there’s nothing left of me
Repress this darkness
I'm scared that I might lose
The parts of me that want out
Trapped in a plastic tomb
Restock then try again to medicate the symptoms plaguing me
The meds are playing out
My life in copacetic
Wide panic
Fear takes me
But I try to forget
All the things that bury me
Remind me that it’s all in my head
When I lose myself again
Give yourself to me
Says the darkest part
That I have held so deep
Surrender everything
It just won’t let go
The catalyst
Will it lift me up
Or hang me out to dry
I'm convinced
If my world caves in
You’ll see there’s nothing left
I can’t fight this anymore
I'm convinced
You won’t see me
Death is now my catalyst
Catalyst
You won’t see me
Death is now my catalyst