I fucking fell in a hole
Filled with deceit, of who I was
Lead astray on a path of knives
It poisoned my mind what was planted inside
Blank slate of emotionless mass
There is no love behind these eyes
I try to run but I always end up in the rain
Defected experience I am exiled again
Now it's all over as it all began
All over now
Endure the punishment
Worthless I speak in my sleep
Endure the punishmеnt
Still, I show no movement
As the pattеrns of life flourish around me
I remain subdued below in the shackles I've created
Blank slate of emotionless mass
There is no love behind these eyes
I try to run but I always end up in the rain
Defected experience I am exiled again
Endless life after death
Persecuted for all time
Conditioned in pain and the sweat of this evil
Serpents entwined in a pit or raging embers
Open thy veins and drink the secretion
Condemned to dejection and evelasting solitude
I will never be able to change the way I feel
Imprinted on the back of my skull
Inscribed with rusted steel
Self-inflicted I'm left behind with no remorse
Looked down upon
In each hour of existence
Spiraling into a void of burning bones
And staring eyes
I used to believe but they were all in disguise
Blank slate of emotionless mass
There is no love behind these eyes
I try to run but I always end up in the rain
Defected experience I am exiled again
Endure the punishment over and over
A bloodied brick of a man that I am
Rotting skull filled with hate and regret
Bowing down to repay my fucking debt
I feel unworthy and ashamed to go on
Deep inside I just wait for the dark
Foolishly believe there could be a way out
Drained of all my feelings, I feel the pain throughout