[Intro]
Alright, go ahead
Aw, dude, does somebody got a lighter?
You got a lighter or somethin'?
Thank you, bro
[Chorus]
I don't even know who I am anymore, but I don't wanna start gettin' into that
They showin' me love, I ain't seen it before, and now I can't get off of the internet
I don't think all this is good for me
Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes
I choke on my tongue all the time
It's 2 a.m., I ain't had dinner yet
I don't think I'm who they wanted
What if I'm not what they see in me?
This is all I ever wanted
Now it don't feel like a dream to me
I'm in my head like they want it
What the fuck am I becomin'?
Puttin' tattoos on my stomach
I wanna feel somethin'
[Refrain]
I don't even know who I am anymore, but fuck it, I wanna get into it
They hate in the comments, fuckin' up my mind, but I can't get off of the internet
No way that this shit is good for me
Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes
Lately, I'm stuck in my mind
It's 4 a.m., I still ain't been to bed, uh
[Bridge]
No, mom, stop callin', I'm fine (Uh)
I think I just need some time away (Uh)
I wanted this all my life (Uh)
But I can't just go give my spot away
[Verse]
I guess I'm whatever you make me
As long as my mom in Mercedes
Maybe this money will change me
Make me forget that I hate me
Make me forget that my bro gone
I got a feelin' it won't
I got a feelin' it don't help, I'll figure it out on my own
I'm sorry, can't help it, I'm sad again
Lately, it's been gettin' bad again
Smokin' this weed how I cope
I'm at the end of my rope
What if I'm not who they think?
What if all this is fake?
What if I wake up one day in Hell, the devil laughin' in my face? (Hahahahahaha)
[Chorus]
I don't even know who I am anymore, but I don't wanna start gettin' into that
They showin' me love, I ain't seen it before, and now I can't get off of the internet
I don't think all this is good for me
Dad, I could use one of your cigarettes
I choke on my tongue all the time
It's 2 a.m., I ain't ate dinner yet
I don't think I'm who they wanted
What if I'm not what they see in me?
This is all I ever wanted
Now it don't feel like a dream to me
I'm in my head like they want it
What the fuck am I becomin'?
Puttin' tattoos on my stomach
I wanna feel somethin'
[Outro]
I wanna feel somethin'