Sad Boy Pt. 2 LyricsI been drowning in my mind, can't swim through the pain
Every smile that I fake just to make it through the day
Demons knocking at the door saying come out and play
But I'm locked inside this room throwing my whole life away
Pop a pill take the edge off just to feel less
But the silence in my head still scream ''You're a mess''
Try to pray but the sky don't answer no more
So I talk to the moon, laying dead on the floor
I got friends in the shadows they don't talk back
Only voice that I hear saying ''You won't last''
Mirror cracking when I look I can't face facts
That the love that I give nevеr comes back
Heart cold like Dеcember in my chest
Every heartbeat feeling like a bulletproof vest
Try to run from the dark but it catch me quick
And I smile in the pics but I'm feeling sick
They don't see the war I fight
Every day every night
It's a storm with no light
I just hope I make it right
I been drowning in my mind, can't swim through the pain
Every smile that I fake just to make it through the day
Demons knocking at the door saying come out and play
But I'm locked inside this room throwing my whole life away
Pop a pill take the edge off just to feel less
But the silence in my head still scream ''You're a mess''
Try to pray but the sky don't answer no more
So I talk to the moon, laying dead on the floor
I'm addicted to the numbness my lullaby
Every scar tell a story that I can't deny
Try to laugh with the pain but the joke's on me
And I still see ghosts when I try to sleep
She said love me but she left like the rest
Now I'm talking to bottles and texts I never sent
Crying in designer yeah it don't make sense
But the richest feel broke when the soul's in debt
One day I'll fly maybe I'll escape
Or I'll fall even deeper, either way, I pray
Tell my fans I tried, tell my mom I'm sorry
I was just a lost soul in a world too gnarly