Dead Inside LyricsI've been trying to outrun my mind but it's fast
Demons on my back wearing memories like a cast
I smile in the mirror but it cracks so fast
Fake love fake hope how long can it last
Pop a pill just to feel just to fade out
Voices in my head get loud when I lay down
Told them I'm okay but I lied when I said it
Pain like a tattoo yeah I'll always regret it
I've been drowning in my thoughts no lifeguard
Trying to play life smart but it hits to hard
Text on my phone saying you okay
But I don't know what the fuck to say
I'm stuck in my head can't break free
Dark room thoughts they chase me
Don't tell me it's fine, don't save me
I'm lost in a place where love can't reach
I scream in my sleep. but nobody hears
Tears on my hoodie blend in with the years
I'm stuck in my head can't break free
Yeah this pain became a part, of me
Sip slow feel low, I'm numb again
Happiness left guess we ain't friends
I write songs like em' suicide notes
Sing my pain just to cope with the lows
All this fame never healed the hole
Got diamonds but I feel so cold
Tell my fans that I'm good I lied
Cause who wants a hero that just wanna die?
I've been drowning in my thoughts no lifeguard
Trying to play life smart but it hits to hard
Text on my phone saying you okay
But I don't know what the fuck to say
I'm stuck in my head can't break free
Dark room thoughts they chase me
Don't tell me it's fine, don't save me
I'm lost in a place where love can't reach
I scream in my sleep. but nobody hears
Tears on my hoodie blend in with the years
I'm stuck in my head can't break free
Yeah this pain became a part, of me
If I don't wake up just know I tried
Every damn day I fought that tide
If you feel this you ain't alone
Broken hearts try to find a home