I Been Trying Lyrics[Intro]
(TJ produced it)
I'ma stand like Malcolm X
(KP On The Beat)
I don't wanna miss it
(I got Hitman on the beat)
[Chorus]
Stay afloat, I'm like my nigga I been trying (Ouu)
But on the other end I'm feeling like I'm dying (Ouu)
All in my dreams, I still see them bullets flying (Oh, why?)
I got someone around to stop me from the crying (Oh, Dej)
But on the other end I been slidin'
I miss my brother, know he flyin' in the sky (Yeah, big Dump)
Pure pussy, all them niggas they been hiding (Them niggas pussy)
But when I catch 'em, I'ma hit 'em with that fire
[Verse 1]
I need help with all these drugs to leave 'em 'lone (Leavе 'em 'lone)
Totin' a .30 with all my thugs when I lеave home (When I leave home)
I kiss my son 'cause I might leave and end up gone (Yeah)
Ask the one who sleep on side me, at night, I been being strong (Yeah)
And I can't stop the killing when they want my brain
And it don't matter how rich a nigga get, I still won't change
I was runnin' into Herm, I'm confessing all my pain
I'm a dummy for that love, for these hoes, I feel shame (Shame)
But bitch I ain't no lame so you can stop that playing games (Playing)
If you love me then you love me, keep it real, I do the same (I do the same)
Hundred thousand on a car, I could spend it on a chain
Which one you want? It ain't a thing, this from my heart, I'm going insane (Yeah)
I've been looking for love up inside you (You, you)
They see I'm hurt but they don't feel the shit that I do (I do)
It's way too early for to do the shit that I do
I'm trying anything, don't want leave up beside you
I seen Boozilla face up on the news, same day I had to spin (Go)
I let eleven out that .223 the same day Joe got spent (Baow-baow-baow-baow baow-baow-baow)
Shit, you a hoe, you got me fucked up, man this nigga got me bent
And I'ma send that pussy boy the same place his niggas went
When I catch 'em, I'ma flex him, I'ma stretch him pussy (Baow)
Stay with a mug on top my face when them niggas lookin' (Huh)
Phat Black shot piss up in his face right up in central booking (Bitch ass nigga)
That nigga must thought that I forgot, I made my youngin dust him (Hit 'em)
I been thuggin' and I love it when my head on (Head on)
Too many guns inside the house, my PO come, I'm gone (I'm gone)
My grandpa asked me 'bout these shootings, I told him, "I ain't wrong" (I ain't wrong, papa)
I say the only thing I'm missing being at your home (I'm missing home)
I'm holding on
[Chorus]
Stay afloat, I'm like my nigga I been trying (Yeah)
But on the other end I'm feeling like I'm dying
All in my dreams, I still see them bullets flying (Uh, uh)
I got someone around to stop me from the crying, (Oh, Dej)
But on the other end I been slidin' (Oh, we slidin')
I miss my brother, know he flyin' in the sky (Oh, Dump)
Pure pussy, all them niggas they been hiding (Them niggas hiding)
But when I catch 'em, I'ma hit 'em with that fire (I don't wanna listen)
[Verse 2]
My mama tell me slow down (Slow down)
But I'ma die up in this shit, they play, it's going down (I don't wanna die like this)
I'm going to hell, I lost my path to heaven shootin' around (I was killing them niggas)
Outside his house, right by his car, my nigga laid him down (Zipped them niggas)
[Outro]
Say Khris, I think I need to stop right now, on gang
Before I start saying too much shit
Ayy, can't convict yourself
Ayy, ayy though, What you on nigga?
Yeah, Lil Top, nigga (What you on foe?)
I'm on that same shit
What you on foe? Yeah (Ayy, where my nigga Herm at?)
Yeah, that too
I am who you say I am, nigga, I'm at my lowest (If you hear that gun right now Baby Joe getting tatted)
No matter how bad they bash me
You hear me? Man, I'm still singing them bitches to blues
Like what you want do, nigga?
Yeah, put your face on the news
RIP Dump
RIP Boozilla
4KT Northside 38, we put guns to the face, who gon' die today?
Ain't nobody safe
Not even me, it's a dirty game