I'm tired of pushing my emotions deep inside
It's time that I open up; I'll swallow my pride
Self-conscious, keeps telling me I'm gonna feel
Wish I could change—Positivity is stale
That constant feeling
Of inevitable pain
No matter how hard I try to run
It's forged in my brain!!
Self-hatred has kicked my ass, I'll admit
Insecurity's made me feel that I'm not shit
Constantly thinking that I'm the bad guy
Every day I think of reasons why I shouldn't die
Life is too short... so don't go hate yourself
I know it's a struggle to have good mental health(!)
AAAAAARRRRRGGGHHH!!!!
Overthinking has made me miss out on things
Fell into the trap, and all the hate it brings
Sadness overcomes (me) when I least expect it to
Mentally... I'm really drained, I need something to do
It always feels that I'm going against myself
What did I do... to deserve this?