So many things going on in my mind
My sense of self I can't find
Half the time I am delirious
And the other time I am furious
People talk to me and I try to listen
But I can't focus—I feel like something's missing
Overwhelming thoughts are in my head
If my mind's not occupied I wish I'm dead
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
Coping mechanism for my bad mental health
Negative emotions are always felt
I've noticed signs that are hard to admit
I've been short-tempered 'cause I feel like shit
Cutting certain peoplе out of my life
My only thoughts on them are еndless strife
Aaaaarrrgh!
I trust no-one and it's killing me
My altered perception, I can't see clearly
Mentally imprisoned by anxiety
I distract myself so I can be free
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
Coping mechanism for my bad mental health
Negative emotions are always felt
Everything is alright
Everything is alright
Everything is alright
Don't put up a fight
AAAAAAAARRRRGGHHHH!!!!
[?]SELF
GREEEED!!
[?]SELF
AAAAARRRGGGHH!!!
I stay busy so I don't kill myself!
I stay busy so I don't kill myself!
Coping mechanism for my bad mental health!
Negative emotions are always felt!
Hahahahahaaaha!!
DIE WITH ME!!
[?]
TO ABUSE
TO ALL THE SUFFERING
AND THE PAIN