its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone Lyrics[Verse]
Candy-flippin' once a month when the sun's down
Got a couple plays but I can't make my mom proud
Maybe mom's proud, I can't tell 'cause the self-doubt
Tried to hit her up but I can't when I'm strung out
Maybe I'll be fine, hit her up in the morning
Mornin' never comes, I was thinking 'bout touring
I can't sober up 'cause my mind would be boring
Know I talk a lot, but maybe you should support me
Why do all my friends always choose to ignore me?
Callin' every day but no one ever gets it
Say I wanna die but I'm already finished
Why I wake up? I don't know what else to do
It's likе nothing ever matters and I wanna tеxt you
And I wanna feel you, but I can't through a phone
It's like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone
And I wish that I could walk myself from here right to your home
And I wish I had the money just to fly you to my shows
But I'm too broke (And I'm still sad)