merry new years eve party people Lyrics[Verse]
I'm trying my best, I still wanna be great
I still remember the hospital wasn't asleep
Because I was awake and afraid
When I got home, I had still felt the same
And thought I was alone, so I pushed you away
How did you feel when you looked 'round for help
And you ain't seen no one but yourself?
How did you feel when you blamed everybody but you
When you really did it to yourself?
Cannot communicate, but talk to everybody
But you say that there's nobody left?
Cannot communicate, can't talk to anybody
But you talking to anyone else
Now you in a spot where you can't be helped
Now you in a hole that you can't dig out
It felt like you were in hell
But it's getting worse for now, I shoulda known
I shoulda looked when they—
[Bridge]
Another year
Another year, another year
[Verse]
Mama, I'm sorry
I still need my space, but I'm trying my best, I still wanna be great
I still remember the hospital wasn't asleep
Because I was awake and afraid
When I got home, I had still felt the same
And thought I was alone, so I pushed you away
How did you feel when you looked 'round for help
And you ain't seen no one but yourself?
How did you feel when you blamed everybody but you
When you really did it to yourself?
Cannot communicate, but talk to everybody
But you say that there's nobody left?
Cannot communicate, can't talk to anybody
But you talking to anyone else
Now you in a spot where you can't be helped
Now you in a hole that you can't dig out
It felt like you were in hell
But it's getting worse for now, I shoulda known
I shoulda looked when they asked to—