[Hook]
Come and sit down let me tell you my story
I reach out for help and everybody ignores me
All of my peers leave me in the dirt and don't feel sorry
Bitches play with my heart like my name was atari
There's this girl I like and she made it seem like she likes me back
She told me she's not into guys I don't know how I should react
So I down these fucking bottles til I crawl up on the ceiling
Unidentified creatures look more normal when I'm fucking healing
[Verse]
But I'm not really healing, I'm just fucking bleeding
Cutting through my veins til I bleed out and I'm kneeling
I never understood why the love was so appealing
When I know it always leaves me broken down and straight up fucking screaming
I've always been so anxious
I'm always too scared
I dread seeing the mentions
I just hope it's not bad
All the drinks make me nauseous
But I never really cared
How else could I distract my attention
When I'm feeling this sad
[Bridge]
She said shut the fuck up, well bitch fucking make me
I can't even love myself when everybody hates me
Tell me if you're there for me, I've been alone lately
I don't think I'll make it to the morning safely
[Verse]
When I slit my fucking wrist
All she said was goodbye
I was tryna talk to her
Kept saying I'm alright
But I was bleeding out
And I got a fucking fever
She said that's what happens
When you're bouta meet the reaper
In the morning I wasn't gone
I fucking hate that I'm still around
I could fuck a bitch so good but that won't help me move on
I'd have her moaning too loud and I don't wanna hear a sound
But I'm a pretty boy blowing out backs til they put me in the ground
[Hook]
Come and sit down let me tell you my story
I reach out for help and everybody ignores me
All of my peers leave me in the dirt and don't feel sorry
Bitches play with my heart like my name was atari
There's this girl I like and she made it seem like she likes me back
She told me she's not into guys I don't know how I should react
So I down these fucking bottles til I crawl up on the ceiling
Unidentified creatures look more normal when I'm fucking healing