[Intro]
*I'm feeling alive tonight*
[Verse]
Woah
I thought that you loved me, I guess that was just a lie
Said I'd kill myself, you told me hurry up and die
Thinking bout the days when it was just you and I
Now I spend my days crying, waiting for the night
Then at night, I just lay down in my bed and I cry
And I think about everytime you lied
And I'm thinking how did I fuck up
What have I done wrong
I should end it all now
Really hate myself now
[Hook]
Too many bottles on my fucking floor
And these cuts up on my skin
But I need to get some more
Alcohol
And a tattoo on my chin
Won't hurt like this relationship I'm in
I got so much shit to say but I don't know where to begin
I just hope that
You'll be alright
I just wish that
You could've been mine
I don't know, I don't know
If I'm gonna be fine
Shit, I think I'm gonna die tonight
[Verse]
I'll be dead tonight
I'll be dead tonight
Oh, I'll be dead tonight
I fucking hate this fucking place
Drinking too fucking much
And I'm staring at the floor
Cause I'm stuck on the ceiling
Now I'm flying through the door
Wanted to get you some dior
And see my homie in a porsche
Won't be here anymore
I fucking hate that I'm the worst
I've always thought that I've been cursed
I can never feel alright
I have never felt happy
I just wanna see the light
I'll really fucking kill myself tonight
Honestly I'm sick of lying that we'll be alright
I don't wanna pretend that I could ever be fine
Used to hopelessly love you, but now I hope I'll never find you
[Hook]
Too many bottles on my fucking floor
And these cuts up on my skin
But I need to get some more
Alcohol
And a tattoo on my chin
Won't hurt like this relationship I'm in
I got so much shit to say but I don't know where to begin
I just hope that
You'll be alright
I just wish that
You could've been mine
I don't know, I don't know
If I'm gonna be fine
Shit, I think I'm gonna die tonight